混沌了很久的時間，現在我想我知道自己要做什麼，只差決心和信心。這半年內一連串要辦到的事，我真的要盡全力去達成。很需要支持和意見，因為我的世界從來都太小。

唉，有些事我不明白。明明不著緊不想要，卻又會想知道會想會生氣。不想再浪費時間，心思應該放在更有意義的事吧。那是應該心口有個勇字去面對，還是最老套的讓時間淡化它？　有些東西要來的時候就會來的，是嗎？

 quite some days not writing here. alright, there's 2 things today.

First, it's the freaking IT course!!It's definitly for engineering ppl..... I n Summer are so not belong to that class. 2 weeks passed and I totally have no clue abt the Java programming. WAY TOOOOOOO MUCH vocabulary that look simple but actually made me so lost...... API, class, IDA, Applet.... blah blah blah blah blah...... feel so helpless! I'm such a computer idiot. if there's any possibility tht u are friends with these difficult things, please help me out. I can't be killed by this course, this is the last chance to save my GPA .

Second thing is I went to a seminar called " personal image and interview skills" rather than the Standard Charter recruitment talk. hu~ it's funny.by tht i mean it's not like those normal general talk. The talker was a 25-yr-old pretty sexy Indian lady. She's the founder of a Image consultant company. All in the seminar was abt dressing up in interviews. colours, makeup, body shape..... ya, it is very shallow to focus that much on the apperance. but in some extent, I agree with the idea tht how influential apperance can be . And it's always nice to look good, isn't it?  Interesting thing was the front row was occupied by guys and they asked 90% of the questions. ha....... this is so 核突.......

At last, I asked the lady a Q in person. I felt sooo shy after that and immediately rush away to the MTR. Don't worry, it's nth big n embarassing actually.......... maybe.hahaha

IT'S ALL ABT PRESENTATION. this is the biggest msg I get fr it.

以最最最最最平常心過黎緊幾日，希望冇hard feelings 啦．

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